The Break Up

A comment in Facebook account has ruined his dreams – or rather, made his life a little bit miserable.  His girl asked for a clarification for a comment made by their female friends in her Facebook account, he though it a foolish things – your private life to be determined by a silly comment in Facebook –, and the girl went up mad and everything was broken. Strangely enough that he did not feel sad about the break up. May be it was the uproar of his current surrounding that made his mind and feeling distracted so that he did not feel the loss.

But, to be honest, he had been long enough felt that there is something wrong with their relationship. He was always a shy man, tends to draw himself unto the backward and does not talk much. He was the man who will be thankful if he was left alone with himself in a room with his laptop, Internet and a couple of books. Meanwhile, the girl is just at the opposite direction: talkative, pretty, hungry for public attention. Negative and positive, they said, will make a great couple. But after he knew that the girl is capable of the maddest rage, he had settled himself: once a momentum arisen, he’ll quit.

It was only yesterday night. The pain weren’t coming in yet. And he doesn’t feel free either – free of commitment, of the hard moments when he had to withstand the barrage of the girl’s rage. He just felt flat. But he knows that he had more freedom. He even thought that he would never again have a commitment with a girl. But no: he has not decided anything yet. For now, he just wants to wait for the other 10 days and build everything again from scratch in Yogya.  But now he can only wait and hope that there would be never any contact made with the girl. ***